Has it been THAT long already? o 3o curses, never really got down to managing blogs as I used to. Too busy, work, "social life", etc. Well at least I find myself goingback to blogging every now and then. The blerghs and blarghs I have had had been a lot already. But maybe it can still be blogged about some other time. o 3o

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at 3:33 PM

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Today's so unusual, it's as if summer hasn't left at all! Why is the weather so wonky?? ;A;

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Not much to say except for the fact that my mind is painfully blank at the moment...XD XD XD oh well. Hmm, currently going through the motions of being that avid freelancer. I must admit I'm having fun doing nothing at all...because of the fact I love my work. Crappy feedbacks (just because) from other people won't bring me down! But still, I am not afraid to admit that it kinda made me feel that I wasn't that great a writer after all...and so it affected me greatly. I am still trying to cope up with it, I think I'm getting the hang of it, and I am trying to beat this despair with a paper revision that requires my full attention.

I also need to get back to my other love, writing fanfiction. Arrrgh. I need a serious reboot, if anything. My mind is blank, I get bored with what I want to do (that is, doing nothing XD), I want to meet new people, I want to go to several places, and on top of that, I have to play my part as some "agent of justice" (cue in Adachi's speech) on some forum. Despair makes me want to think unhappy, despairing thoughts, and I think I don't really need that now...but it's rather hard. I want to go on some vacation and just probably rest. Sleep. Whatever.

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I think I seriously need that vacation.

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at 12:26 AM

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Oh well, it doesn't help that I'm such a crazed fanatic about that little widget you find here on my blog side bar...or whatever it's called. Special events happen one after another, and I could only manage to comment Poupees on a regular basis, and dress my own Poupee up too. ToT oh well. At least I can actually manage to get some event special dress up items though, even if I'm TOO short on Ribbons...one of the sad facts of having no Paypal...ToT

Erm, yeah. Poupee Girl...so what is Poupee Girl? It's some kind of fashion widget wherein people get to dress up their Poupees for fun and profit. Profit comes in Ribbons, the currency of the Poupee world. Taking snapshots of Poupees once a day earns the user 10 Ribbons, 20 comments per day earns the user 20 Ribbons more, perfect attendance (as in the user dresses the Poupee up all days of the month) gains the user 100 Ribbons, and the Shells that users can sometimes obtain from each Poupee visit could be sold for Ribbons as well. On top of that, dress up could also net the user extra dress up Ribbons aside from the 10 Ribbons the user usually gets (usually, 3 to 10 extra Ribbons). Or, if the user finds the item prices too pricey, they can opt to buy Ribbons from various credit cards that could be used to purchase them, or through other online payment methods such as Paypal and Paysafe, and through payment options available for the Japanese market only. Ribbons could also be obtained from posting items in their "closets", where they could upload pictures of fashion items and the like to get other users to comment them and earn lots of Ribbons. Ribbons obtained from these payment methods net users with rare dress up items not sold over in the regular Poupee markets. Also, users with posted items in their closets could be awarded with special dress up items once they reach a certain "Ribbon tier" earned.

For one thing, I like looking at all those cute items on display that other users put in their closets, and it's a great way to make friends as well. Contrary to what the site may look like, Poupee Girl also has a lot of foreigners joining in that craze, especially so that the lolita fashion sub genre is slowly gaining popularity in the West and other Asian countries as it is very popular in Japan, among others. But aside from being all about fashion, as it really is, it is also an interesting look at how online transactions in social networking worlds (with Poupee Girl likened to being a "cousin" of Gaia, IMVU and other social networking widgets that use "currency" to net their users new items for their avatars and the like) work and be fun at the same time. And it's a great way to meet many new friends too!

I heart Poupee Girl!! <3

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Randomness and more...what else is new...ToT this writer's block is going for the longest stretch ever....I do hope I regain it before something ELSE happens...

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at 1:20 AM

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I usually have weird dreams of the end of the world. What really scares me is that I am an onlooker during those events, I am not affected any way by it, I just watch the world spiral down towards its own oblivion. Kinda creepy, and well yeah it's just a dream, but sometimes I dream things that come true. Am I some kind of dreamseer perhaps? Or maybe I am just being paranoid? I also dream of things that...well, I also sort of "foretold" some of my relatives' deaths. Sometimes I see them in my dreams, these dead people. Is it all just a coincidence, or maybe I was just too affected by their deaths? But to my knowledge, I wasn't even THAT close to them. And contrary to popular belief or whatever, I don't even think of them a lot, so much that I dream about them. I can't make dreams follow what I wish to see. During those times I dream about the end of the world, I can't seem to stop myself from just looking towards the oncoming destruction. I was just simply there, and I can't stop it from happening. Am I going to be beset by a tragedy for which I could only just watch and not be able to do anything?

Then I see this one person in my dream all the time. I didn't think of this person that often too but all the same, the person is always there. Probably the person is someone from my past life. But just like my dreams with the end of the world, I can't seem to control the events wherein the person is THERE with me. The person is just there, then it would all fall back to the point like the end of teh world sequence, I can't control that person within my own dreams, much as I can't control my own dreams from fulfilling themselves even how much I wanted it to happen. Am I offered a glimpse of the future? Am I offered a glimpse of who I might be? Probably like all people out tehre, I was put here for a reason. And for whatever reason, well, sometimes people find out, and sometimes people don't for the rest of their lives.

Coupled with these dreams I also sometimes feel very sensitive in situations wherein I am not supposed to be sensitive. It only happened twice...it was a feeling that I was in great danger and it was so scary I really wnated to jump off the public utility vehicle I was on. Then sometimes when I don't like people....I just don't like them. It's like they repel me in ways I cannot fathom, and I can't control them.

Or probably Im just thinking too deeply into this. What do you think? :P

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at 11:47 PM

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TEN YEARS~~~~~ XD I think I need to really get myself a life. XD

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at 4:36 PM

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