Not much to say except for the fact that my mind is painfully blank at the moment...XD XD XD oh well. Hmm, currently going through the motions of being that avid freelancer. I must admit I'm having fun doing nothing at all...because of the fact I love my work. Crappy feedbacks (just because) from other people won't bring me down! But still, I am not afraid to admit that it kinda made me feel that I wasn't that great a writer after all...and so it affected me greatly. I am still trying to cope up with it, I think I'm getting the hang of it, and I am trying to beat this despair with a paper revision that requires my full attention.
I also need to get back to my other love, writing fanfiction. Arrrgh. I need a serious reboot, if anything. My mind is blank, I get bored with what I want to do (that is, doing nothing XD), I want to meet new people, I want to go to several places, and on top of that, I have to play my part as some "agent of justice" (cue in Adachi's speech) on some forum. Despair makes me want to think unhappy, despairing thoughts, and I think I don't really need that now...but it's rather hard. I want to go on some vacation and just probably rest. Sleep. Whatever.
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I think I seriously need that vacation.
Labels: blank, vacation, writer's block
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